[Private; Hackable with some work.]

Second time this week, two nights in a row. I can't take it. I have to see their bodies, bloody and ripped to pieces. I have to watch them being killed and I can't move. I can't step forward to help, I can't even scream for it to stop. Something's holding me hostage there and I have to watch Gen... all of them... die. This time, it adds in people I met here. People I love.

This has to stop. I can't let it control me.

[/Private]

Has anybody seen Raki? I haven't heard from him since yesterday with the pseudo-Godzilla attack and I'm worried.

[ooc: O HAI CORI. NICE DREAMS THAR! 8D]

All of them... dead. So young. So full of potential. As if Gen wasn't enough.

[a pause and a low whiny growl]

And now we're back here, Raizou. I... I just can't deal with this right now.

[ooc: She's by the fountain, lamenting to herself that 77498993 of her former students were slaughtered back home. WOE.]

I... don't know what to say to change the hurtful things I said during the curse. "I'm sorry" just isn't good enough when I maliciously hurt children's feelings and insulted animals, both of which I love so much that I dedicated my life to them.

Nero and Kyrie, I apologize. I would love to see any children you two will have and spoil them rotten. And whatever goldfish you decide to get as a pet.

Ritsuka, I can't bear to remember the things I said to you. I apologize from the bottom of my heart and if there's anything I can do to rectify the pain I caused, tell me and I'll do it.

Lady, same to you.

In fact, I apologize to everybody who had to put up with the... "other" me during that curse.

Free hugs? Cake? Something tangible I can give to show my shame?

[Private to Gray; Unhackable]

Thank you for ignoring my request to throw Raizou and the rest out. I don't know what I would do without you, baby.

Tsuruume's gone. I can't find her at the temple.

What's with people and not saying goodbye?

Who's next? Gray? Why not Kaguro?

[ooc: Mood reads depressed and strikes are thoughts.]

Nobody speak to Abel. In fact, nobody be friends with him anymore. He abandons animals and I bet he abused poor Cocoa.

Oh, Cocoa. I'm sorry. You were just misunderstood. I wanted to find you a better home, but no, the priest saw fit to toss you out into the cold, cold night. Soon, it'll be Tres' turn.

The horror of Abel's ways.

[some fumbling around for a couple seconds until a scratchy and hoarse voice pops on]

Abel and Lady... thank you.

Gray, thank you too. I'm sorry you had to see that.

Thank you everybody else who asked about me. I'm okay now... I think. Except you, Robin. You wonder why I don't like you? That's why.

I need to find a new place to live. I-I can't go back there. That and the cat scratched up the walls. Again.

Abel. I think you have a leak in your ceiling.

[ooc: Strike is mumbled but audible. And she's cursed as well. Clouds ahoy!]

Gen... I failed you. I didn't teach you better. I...

Why?! Why are you here like this?!

[loud sobbing]

[ooc: She wished for her favorite student, Gen, to come back and got his corpse stinking up her apartment and the hell cat is probably nibbling at it. She'll be fucked up emotionally and a bit incoherent for the next few days. ;_;]